Blocks Gotta Go

“Mom, she’s so mean. I don’t know what to do,” daughter says, while 14 darling two-year-old children scramble around her feet.

“What do you mean?” I ask.

“Everyone calls her Dr. Rude.”

“How so?”

The blond-headed curly-top two-year-old baby girl seated at the table stamps her finger-prints on the construction paper before her, forming a flower.

“When we ask questions,” says my daughter, “the teacher looks at us like we are so stupid. But once I told her that I didn’t have a question for her, and she said to me, ‘You will fail.'”

I find myself transforming into Mama Bear, but I stand there and listen as my girl’s forged and unfounded list of insults against her grows longer and longer.

DSC_9222 (2)More tiny fingerprints cover the construction paper before the children.

“One time my friend had her earbuds in before class started, and the teacher jerked them out of her ears.” Daughter shakes her head. “She goes from super happy to mad. She yells. Students cry. And I once took my backpack with me to the bathroom (for unspoken good reason) and when I returned, she said that she would count me absent for the day because I had taken my backpack.”

My daughter and I stand there dumbfounded, an incredulous look overtaking both our faces. The accusations and offenses continue to soar, as my daughter proceeds. The list dangles from our hearts to the dirt below.

When every single area of your life has been insulted. And it hurts.

DSC_9220 (2)“The teacher is so disrespectful, Mom.”

For so long, the teacher has gotten away with this. For so long. My daughter is just one among the many casualties.

Hearing my daughter out, I somehow feel like “I’m” being bullied, and there is absolutely nothing I can do. What can I do? Mama Bear feels like she’s been caught in a snare and altered into Mama Snail.

You didn’t do this. You didn’t do that. You did this. You did that.

“You have been nothing but kind … you have been nothing but you,” I say. “You can’t be anything but you. You did you. It’s difficult to stand against the teacher, but I know God will use your actions, your responses, your kindnesses to make a difference, somehow, some way. Because God is God.”

Like a toy Weeble that wobbles, my girl has taken the punches, but she doesn’t stay down. She is grounded … in her faith, in the love that is steady and certain, in the 1 Corinthians 13 love that keeps no record of wrongs, that allows rebounds.

DSC_9218 (2)A two-year-old boy kicks a cardboard block, causing it to land right on two-year-old curly-top baby girl’s leg. Tears spring into baby girl’s eyes as she reaches to comfort the pain.

My daughter bends down to baby girl. “You’re okay. It didn’t hit you too hard. It could have been so much worse.”

It could have been so much worse.

Baby girl stands straight and pulls herself together. “It could have been worse,” she repeats.

“Let’s put the blocks up,” says my daughter.

Baby girls nods. “Blocks gotta go.”

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Rejection, insults, and accusations hurt. I love peace, and it is hard to be still and wait on God when everything inside you wants to make it right. But sometimes we just can’t make it right. I’m thankful my daughter only had to endure the hurt for a short season. What do you do in a situation like this? Do you find it hard to be still and wait on God, too?

6 thoughts on “Blocks Gotta Go

  1. Oh my, dear Shelli, my mama-bear-heart is touched by your words. It’s incredibly hard to hear of or witness harm against our offspring–so hard. You did well to teach your daughter to continue being her loving self in the face of hate.
    Lovely and loving pictures of you two.
    I’ve been quoting Exodus 14:14 and praying it over myself and over my family. It comforts me and encourages me to wait for God’s deliverance; otherwise, I’d be tempted to speak up. This would only make things worse. There’s a time to speak and a time to wait in silence.
    Blessings ~ Wendy Mac

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  2. Jane Pontone

    Dearest Shelli…..
    It’s so hard to understand when others lack kindness, especially when such a gentle soul has to endure such unpleasant behaviour! I always find that the person inflicting unkindness are most likely to be very unhappy with their life and haven’t experienced the love and kindness you have within your beautiful family Shelli. Your girls shine with good hearted warmth and will flourish with the wonderful support and love you share ….
    Much love Jane xx

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  3. Awww, Shelli. I’m so sorry your daughter had to endure that teacher. Rejection by an authority figure can cut deep. That woman must have unresolved, deep-seeded issues that impact her every interaction. I bet the Lord shone through your daughter, even when your daughter may not have realized it. Thank you for the reminder that we can still respond in grace, even when we are hurt. I’m praying your girl’s heart finds some healing from the hurts inflicted.

    Hugs for you and for her, friend.

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